im in the purple. this was at work. haha. maricel is in the bunny suit.

me too!

kemimp0ssible! life is a bitch as some of you may know. past couple of weeks has been such a whore. lol Love life has no issues what-so-ever for now. pops got mad at me the other day and threw my cell phone against my head and broke my new pink face plate. i got a silver one now =D finally got an earpiece. uhmm...I didnt go to WON because I chose not too. My parents are psycho especially my mother. If I was her I would check myself into a mental institution place type thing. Crazy bitch tried to kill me yesterday. I cried my ass off. THings were started to patch up until I realized that the devil is still alive. Workin' as the easter bunny is aiite. i get to sleep on the job every now and then. Prom is coming up. Baby get your tux! lol

its called morning sickness boo its not no damn excuse

nate:

ive received your messages on my phone...but yeh...im mad at you like you thought i was. that one night when you was out with your hoes i was just angry. i felt so forgotten. as if you didn't care about me. you talkin' bout your bitch demci and all this shiet. so forget about me right? in one of your messages you said you love me. were you forreal? you got my mind halfway paralyzed when you said that. i didn't know what to think. you told me you were sorry. do you know what you were sorry for? nate i dont hate you im just angry. i feel like i am capable of just busting out burning lava over you. i hate how this feels. we been through so much and its just something i can't forget. my heart is broken real bad. it turned into ashes of powder. i have a fragile heart and it can be broken that easily. i thought i was strong enough like i was before. but you got me so weak with the way you charm me for the past 4 months. how am i gonna get over you? have you moved on? you should understand why i said the things i said above. demci can hate for what i said for the hell i care. i dont give a fucc. i dont give a fuck if a little girl hates me thats her own pussy business. im bout to be a grown woman so i should care less about that shiet. this shiet feels like middle school drama. i guess you dont understand just how hurt i am. i can't eat or sleep its so hard. i try to feel love around me its just not working. but when you called me on valentines day and told me you were trying to get back with me...?? my mind was totally paralyzed by then. i couldn't think of anything. i try to get out and stop thinking. i called you back but i guess you didn't wanna talk anymore after trying to get to me 3 times or so. what happened to us nate? i felt like i finally found my match. i miss you so much you just dont understand. ask anybody! ask anybody i dare you! they know im hurting. they tell me hey move on if you're hurting because of him. i feel like you're someone worth hurting for. i feel like you're someone worth shedding tears over. i feel like you're someone that is worth the cuts and bleeding i caused myself to do. sometimes i feel falling out of love with you is impossible, nate. i guess i may have to. can't we just be friends like we were before? can't we? theres no harm in that because i still love you just like i said i would forever.